heyy...im coming back..soon.:)

andaikan ku bisa lebih adil
pada cinta kau dan dia
aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
ku tak luput dari dosa......

she really wants fate to decide everything that has happened.she wants to see a miracle.she wants to witness the coming days with a smile on her face.& she hopes to meet the angel that has been appearing in her dreams.thats all that shes asking for...

enjoying every moments of my life now.alhamdulillah..oh btw 2 of my loved ones are turning a yr older tomorrow n the day after.to miss KHAIrunnisa,happy advanced bdae..have a great bdae tomorrow aite..n to my mr KHAI,happy advanced advanced bdae to u too..be a gd father to that lovely daughter of urs aite..:)..love u guys..

till then..
tata for now

missing u as ever much......

Finish strong?

An awesome video.U should watch it..Special thanks to khai..

finally my prayers are being answered.Alhamdulillah.To sers,thx a lot.

anyway life has been gd.date wif mr handsome-but-lemau last Sun was great..thx eh.& oh yes,to azhar thx a lot too..u noe i noe.heeeeeeeee..date wif sers last tue was superb..i love the tomyam!!nak lagi!!!date wif the ex colleagues yesterday was awesome..i love the pasta!sedap banget!!!wahahahaha..see,im enjoying my life now..haha.but,rather worried with my weight though..oops..

its 1.10 a.m & here i am staring blankly on the screen.i cant seem to fall asleep.i was obviously thinking of something.bt then i dont know what im writing or trying to say here..

izzah is a confused soul again.still figuring out as to why i've been thinking a lot lately.a gd sign or otherwise..?

i better try to get to sleep now.or i'll be late for tomorrow's date.

till then..
tata for now.

out of nowhere this khai look-alike suddenly appeared before my very own eyes..i miss him now.

ur words.ur actions.both of u.yes everyting seems so similar..& that kept me thinking.im just a confused soul.

hey its Sunday.today's plan?nah..nothing.i bet most of u are out with ur loved ones.& here i am,spending my lazy afternoon with a book in hand.ahaha..boring?not really.i feel a bit relaxed i could say.spending time all by myself.i am a relatively private person u see.hahaha

i've been thinking a lot lately.& yes lots of them.even hw hard im trying to absorb the contents of the book im holding rite nw,but i cant coz some things just keep on bothering me..ish....

my burning passion for teaching has become stronger & yes i've decided to apply for NIE.by hook or by crook i will pursue my dream.pray for me ppl.thank u..:)

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

hw i wish i really could.............

yesterday's first day with the new badge of kids was okayy.a bit confusing for me initially cos this is the first time im taking 2 levels.bt then somehow i could managed them.thank God.

anyway its Sat!no plans yet.sooo boring.bt im coming down to work for a short while later to sort some wksheets & homeworks with the rest of the tcrs.i wanted to make sure that everyting's in place before i leave.

SHE has been interviewing lots & lots of ppl for the position of tcrs & admins.bt then nt even a single soul seems to be joining us..pfft.oh btw there's a male clerk in my centre.only 2 days of working he's already complained to me hw STRESS working with HER!hahaha..im already 2yrs liao,wat do u tink?more crazzyyyy u noe!hahaha..& the reason she employed a male just to ensure safety for us here.since she will be running here & fernvale.& nobody to protect us. he's like an admin cum bodyguard.funny woman.& lame too.bluek..but he will only be with us for a few mths since he's entering the U..then wat happen next?employ another bodyguard?haha.

& oh yes,finally im leaving.going to tender the resignation letter nx wk.wheeee..super duper happy..!!
till then..